ok well ik this is going to sound rly evil but ive been acting like a b**** towards my best friend lately!!! i have no ideawhy!! i have never beenthis mean in my life but whenever she mumbles or is being like sarcastically mean i start like freaking out&i start saying all this mean stuff like “oh you’re sick of me now? am i too much of a freak to hang around with??” &other things! alsosometimes she doesnt listen when i talk to her & i get pissed.idk y i get so mad at her for stupid things. its not just that either bc she can be pretty annoying but she has more good qualitiesthan bad. i have never been like this &its ben happening for like3 months! andwhen i retaliate its rly mean. dont think im a drama queen but ive been rly madat myself for the past year &i always feel self-conscious abouteverything i say or do. i get rly depressed&i can tell im getting on hernerves when im telling her how much i hate myself but i just cant help it. i feel so messed up. i want to save our friendship!